Hanging With Grey Goose

I just bought some Grey Goose (first time ever). And right now, I'm a little light headed, buzzed or whatever you may call it.

Now yesterday, I had Grey Goose with three slices of whole grain bread... Oh, I was so happy and content! Nice snack. :)

I've come to realize...

1. I've come to realize that I am a sinner; a constant sinner.
2. I've come to realize that I love and hate him.
3. I've come to realize that this year is my year of change, positive change.
4. I've come to realize that I am a wounded soul.
5. I've come to realize that I procrasinate horribly and should improve on it.
6. I've come to realize that everyone else has dark secrets like me.
7. I've come to realize that my little boobs are perfect for me and a boob job sucks.
8. I've come to realize that I CAN get those great looking abs if I work on it hard enough.
9. I've come to realize that maybe I do want to be romanticized every so often (not too much of it) and saying that I hate it is lying to myself.
10. I've come to realize that I want more for myself and I deserve more.
11. I've come to realize that I do look good in skinny jeans. lol
12. I've come to realize that it's ok being short as long as I look good and feel good.
13. I've come to realize that some people hate me at work because I'm young and I'm their bitch boss and it's perfectly ok.
14. I've come to realize that some people like me and envy me or just think I'm doped in my own ways.
15. I've come to realize that that I ain't got any dance moves but I've made it a goal to learn how to dance sexy on the dance floor by the end of this year.
16. I've come to realize that it's ok when my friends laugh at my dance moves I try to bust because they are my friends and it's better that they laugh than talk shit behind my back. By doing so, they inspire me to try harder.
17. I've come to realize that I am in love with my iphone and no one can come between me and my iphone.
18. I've come to realize that I jock my tats and I'm done with tats... at least for the year.
19. I've come to realize that I like this list and love reading Peter's list.
20. I've come to realize that I love exercising and being healthy.
21. I've come to realize that I used to have a eating problem... I would eat everything and anything I loved because I never gained a pound.
22. I've come to realize that I can sweat the little stuff... life is bigger than the little problems we have day to day.
23. I've come to realize that I only have a few best friends that I can count on one hand.
24. I've come to realize that family is precious and I'm glad I come from a big family.
25. I've come to realize that no matter how pretty that dress is, I should never buy it because I'll never wear it.
26. I've come to realize that I'm passionate about food. Fuck.
27. I've come to realize that I enjoy running and need more of it when the weather gets cooler.
28. I've come to realize that still need to learn how to play guitar so I can play Metallica's Nothing else matters or the unforgiven.
29. I've come to realize that it comforts me when I see someone online.
30. I've come to realize that karma could come and get me for all I've done.
31. I've come to realize that I get turned on by techie talk. lol
32. I've come to realize that I need to smoke some weed... at least once in my life.
33. I've come to realize that I need to get wasted too.
34. I've come to realize that I've molded myself to someone everyone wants me to be and I need to be who I am supposed to be.
35. I've come to realize that my passion is right in front of me everyday smiling at me with unconditional love.
36. I've come to realize that I will lose myself if I continue on this path; I will gain myself if I change my path.
37. I've come to realize that I want what I don't have and fear that if I get what I want, I may not want it after a while.
38. I've come to realize that I cuss way too much and too freely.
39. I've come to realize that I love hip hop music now whereas before I used to hate it.
40. I've come to realize that I should play the lotto if I keep waiting on the win!

Quiet

So much commotion in the last few days that my mind hurts. I want to just drive off into the sunset and go somewhere quiet where I can plant myself back into mother nature's grace. Peace of mind to think without all the distractions is all I need; perhaps a few hours of loud music to force all the commotion would be nice too. :)

I was thinking about getting drunk today but horoscope said not to. LOL